(via hebii)
the fucking joy of life.
honestly, i think i’ve officially hit rock bottom.
the loss, the gains, my past- my future..
i’m losing it… my sanity, my friends, my family, my everything.
i cry and cry, then end up laughing because i feel so pathetic- so fucking pathetic.
i’m not confident that i can keep going on like this…
i’ve done so many things i’m not proud of, but this time.. i’m another step closer.. to just ending everything.
it’s so hard going to school and being all happy and giggly all the time, when inside- all i want to do is cry and let everything out.
i’m fucking tired of all the shit that gets thrown at me in life.
my life is officially past fucking laughable.
my pathetic self can’t even save myself this time and pick myself up.
i’m a step closer to doing something selfish.

